[20 Jan 2004|02:55pm] okay kids. take this name off your friends list. & add fake__french 1 _ !

[19 Jan 2004|11:20pm] LAME. 3 _ !

[19 Jan 2004|12:04pm] ps; new el-jay. fake__french if you want, add me. !

give me the green light to get on with my life. pick up the pieces, then roll the fucking dice. [18 Jan 2004|01:11pm] [ music | rise against ] drama ♥ anyway, i'm deleting that entry, because it's pretty fucking lame. i'm tired of doing the whole arguing through journals thing. you all know my sn [if not it's burn that rope], & i know at least one of you knows my cell number. if you'd like this to continue, talk to me. if not, drop it. the end. !

[07 Jan 2004|11:04pm] as gay as i think friends only lj's are, it's just easier. i wanna know who reads this stupid thing. not like anything important's on it or anything. !

[07 Jan 2004|02:52pm] school was stupid. we had a fucking firedrill first period. it was so cold it wasn't even funny. that kid that always looks to see what band shirts i'm wearing was in the library when our class was. it was funny. i want to talk to him because he listens to good music. & he's cute. the end. we got a new kid in our photographics class. i think he's cute too. tara doesn't agree. but i think he is. the end. i don't want to go to work, because it sucks. the end. the end for real. 4 _ !

[06 Jan 2004|03:08pm] i'm bored. if you're bored enough, do this. 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I lovable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What song (if any) reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. Do you consider me a good friend? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Would you make a move on me? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? 21. Wanna Make Out? 1 _ !

[05 Jan 2004|11:04pm] i could seriously fucking kill someone. awesome. !

[05 Jan 2004|11:21am] being in health & having the teacher tell us to take a nap or we fail for the day is awesome. 1 _ !

[05 Jan 2004|06:42am] [ music | unsung zeros. ] oh man school today makes me want to cry. but listening to unsung zeros for the first time in forever makes me smile. please don't let this day suck too much. 1 _ !

[03 Jan 2004|10:14pm] i bought stuff today. shoes yay. sweater. & this shirt. i liked it so much it got 2 pics. the end. 6 _ !

[02 Jan 2004|01:06pm] new layout that's not really new, just copied from an old lj. 2 _ !

[01 Jan 2004|02:55pm] a lot of bad shit happened this year. stuff i don't want to remember so i won't go through it all. i'm sure good stuff happened too but the bad seems to stick out more in my mind. i'm hoping this year is better than last. i could use a good year. oh & new year's resolution? fuck that shit, they're gay. happy new year everyone. !

[30 Dec 2003|01:24pm] stolen from manda 'cause i'm bored as hell. 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that you have in common with me. 3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you. 01. I am somewhat cool. 02. I love to listen to music 03. i tend to forget dates & names of people i've just met & what i had for breakfast, but i can remember things from when i was like five years old. 04. my life has been rather pointless so far 05. soda rules 06. i say i hate my job, yet i won't quit. & it usually puts me in a good mood if i'm working with the right people. 07. My name is a song. [mandy counts right? yeah] 08. i ate a lot today. 9. I don't really read magazines 10. i love outkast. 11. i love my cat. 12. i'm social but prefer time to myself 13. i don't smoke 14. most people don't know anything about me, but they think they do. 15. i like to drive, but not with my dad. 16. i don't drink often. 17. i cant stand driving in a silent car. i start to daydream too much. 18. i want a jeep grand cherokee. 19. i sleep a lot. 20. green is my favorite color. 21. I love taking pictures. [now that i'm taking photographics & know how to use a real camera, i'd rather have a slr over a digital] 22. i prefer to be alone at times 23. I love to eat at Wendy's. 24. some people percive me as a bitch 25. i hate how some people are so closeminded 26. i can be selfish sometimes 27. i have 1 brother & 1 sister. 28. I don't waste my time with sports 29. i can be uptight 30. sometimes i dwell on past too much 31. i don't believe in fate. life is what you make of it. 32. nj is okay but i can't wait to go to college & get out of here for a while. 33. i am a horrible singer. 34. i am very messy. 35. i think of what i could have done in a situation after the situation already happened. 36. i'm lazy. 37. english is my best subject. 38. I used to envy people who are in love. [i still do] 39. I write stupid stuff in my live journal. 40. i am independent...Sometimes. 41. I hate worrying about things, but I do it all the time. 42. I hate feeling excluded. [except i feel like that all the time] 43. I am not a douchebag. 44. i love shoes in general. 45. i want a tatoo 46. i have contacts 47. I cant stand procrastination, but I do it so well. 48. i have no idea what i'm doing with my life. 49. i always forget what i'm supposed to do because there's always so much going on in my head. 50. my computer is on my desk in my room in my house on a street in a neighborhood off a road in a town in a county in a state in a country on a continent in the world. 51. movies bore me. 52. i really don't wanna go to occ. 53. my parents pay for some of things that i need. 54. i dont do drugs 55. i get tan when i actually go to the beach. 56. i honestly can't see myself ever falling in love. 57. I am a student 58. Sometimes I am a bitch. 59. I dont know where my life is headed 60. right now i should be doing laundry. 61. i just watched 'better off dead' it's a cute movie. 62. I think i'm not a neat person 63. I never saw LOTR and I never will 64. i sometimes enjoy crude humor 65. competition isn't my thing. i don't care if you can do something better than me. 66. i love the ocean, but hate the beach. 67. I have sisters [one sister] 68. I hate looking at pictures of myself. I look dumb. 69. i don't play video games. 70. I hate crossword puzzles. 71. I get bored easily. 72. I don't really like Evenescence 73. i am online all the time 74. half the people on my buddy list i dont even talk to anymore though 75. Elija Wood is funny looking 76. i'm clumsy 77. hair and scent are def. attractice qualities in guys 78. i think this is long and stupid, but I WILL finish 79. I love to just chill. 80. i slip on ice a lot. 81. hugs are the best, you can give them to anybody 82. i can play the piano really well. 83. i haven't been able to eat yogurt ever since i was little & my sister told me 'live active cultures' was bacteria. even though it's not bad bacteria, i haven't been able to eat it. 84. i want to get married 85. i like a lot of different types of guys. 86. I flirt with a lot of people, but i am never aware of it 87. i only watch the disney channel. 88. i love shopping, especially when it's with my own money. 89. i don't like country, except for the dixie chicks. 90. I require lots of sleep. 91. I am a very heavy sleeper 92. i hate it when people take my profiles. 93. my first concert was good charlotte. 94. sometimes i get very particular about things 95. i like reading when it's for fun & it's books i get to choose. 96. i love my grandma's chicken soup. 97. i'm probably sitting home alone on new year's because everybody forgets about stupid amanda who lives in manahawkin now. 98. i went out with someone for a day. 99. i don't like to let people see me cry. 100. i don't even know who i like right now. !

[28 Dec 2003|08:42pm] oh yeah that's why i used to make these things friends-only. oh, i don't care. i want to go shopping sometime this week. i'm off on thursday & saturday. i think someone should take me shopping....to a good mall, not ocean county. or maybe i'll go with my grandma 'cause i'm that cool. or maybe i'll just sit on my ass because that's what i always do. it would be cool go to gsp but i know that's not gonna happen. i just watched that mandy moore movie 'how to deal'. i thought it was cute. anyway, pointless update #3024832093824 is now done. 1 _ !

[25 Dec 2003|10:04pm] so my brother & sister got here ridiculously early this morning & woke me up at nine o'clock, yelling "IT'S CHRISTMAS! WAKE UP!" keep in mind, it was my 22 year old sister yelling that. so i wake up, open presents. i only asked for three things so i knew what i was getting. an mp3 player, a cell phone, & a digital camera. i'm content with it. we eat breakfast. roxane's son & the slob he calls a wife came over with their kids to open presents, so we just stayed in the other room. then everyone else came. i got some scratchoffs from carol & barry & some minidiscs for my mp3 player. it's nice that they buy me stuff. & i won $7 haha. umm we had dinner. then my grandma & all of them came over & i got some more stuff. i finally brought all my kaleidoscopes that uncle dave has given me & the count is up to about 20. that's a lot. he said they're probably worth at least $3,000 altogether. so christmas wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, minus the big fight between me chris & jenn with dad getting involved. but that wasn't that big of a deal. we were upstairs & it's the same thing we always fight about whenever all three of us are together. i hope everyone had a nice christmas. 1 _ !

[24 Dec 2003|11:01pm] i'm so tired of him. i wish he would just stop fucking talking to me. i don't want to be his friend anymore. maybe i should just tell him that. anyway, today is xmas eve. i worked until 6:30, then came home & got changed real quick then went to my grandma's for dinner. it was okay i guess. my uncle was there yay. everyone was trashed. my family's really funny when they're drunk. um that's about it. tomorrow's christmas & i should be more excited but i'm not because i don't care about christmas. i just want to sleep all day. oh well. merry christmas everyone. 2 _ !

[23 Dec 2003|10:15pm] despite people being really gay today & doing shit that should have put me in a bad mood i was in a really good mood at work today. it's funny how shit with me & someone will start to get bad & then other relationships start to get better. that's how it works with me i guess. but yeah rich was being cool today. & i had fun hanging out with joe waiting for my dad to pick me up from work. & CHRIS KAYE. i'm marrying that kid. haha. i'm so done with some people though. seriously. but hey i'm stupid for thinking someone cares. blahblahblah. i still don't understand it though. how can i have a really shitty day then go to work & it starts to look up. as much as i fucking hate that job, the people i work with are really fun. Welcome home. You're SO Jersey. You know Wildwood and Seaside are the most disgusting places on earth, and only good for drunken after prom vacations, you know there's always a "short-cut" to someplace. Isn't Jersey great? I mean, where else can you go 80 MPH and STILL be the slowest car on the road? How JERSEY are you? brought to you by Quizilla !

[22 Dec 2003|11:01am] okay so i just got really good news. uncle david is coming for christmas!!! christmas is still going to suck, but it's looking up. i haven't seen him in forever & i'm excited he's actually gonna come. & yesterday rich gave me my present-the outkast cd. hotttt. maybe christmas won't be AS bad as i thought. 2 _ !

[19 Dec 2003|04:12pm] it's definitely not cool that i'm STILL sick. all i want to do is sleep until tomorrow morning, but i have to go to work in a half hour. it's gonna suck. but at least today was the last day for two weeks that i had to wake up at 6:30. ( i'm bored & this is ridiculous ) 4 _ !

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